middle of the road

so I think we are at the mid point of our trip.
I am glad we made this trip so long…I am so not ready to come home. Seeing the open ocean today made me cry. I miss it. I cant deny it, I miss the ocean A LOT.
I am coping a bit with changes in my life. Not going back to work, but needing to earn money, has become something to wrestle with. Being a mom, choosing to have kids over career, is also a wrestle. I dont know where this path is going to lead me, but I pray that I will walk the path that has been laid out for me, and I will be ready for what life has to give.
Perhaps thats all pretty cryptic, but thats where I am at.
middle of the road.
